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Wednesday, May 19, 2010

The Creation of Trees


Photo by Mel Vyvyan




I was recently commissioned to design and create some metal sculptures of bonsai trees for a friends wedding to be used as center pieces. We had been hanging out at our apartment when they noticed a sculpture I had done with some scrap metal and asked if I could build a bonsai tree. I said I’d give it a try and see what happens. I went into work on a Friday and experimented with a design that failed miserable. I pondered this for a few days and then tried again. This time I was more satisfied with the outcome. I took some pictures and sent them off for approval. I got an enthusiastic thumbs-up so I built seven more for a total of eight metal bonsai trees.

When you work in a shop with a bunch of guys using big tools around giant trucks, you have to resign yourself to some intense questioning when you start doing anything remotely artistic. There are questions about what you are trying to do, why you are doing it, what your sexual orientation is, and whether or not you are going to “flounce about” when you are done with your artsy fartsy nonsense. This interrogation was done all in fun and everyone wanted to know how they came out and wanted to see pictures of them.

I am now going to get a little artsy fartsy with you now. Much like the traditional method of trimming and coaxing the vegetation into a desirable shape, I found that creating these metal renditions produced a similar meditative experience. As I heated and bent the steel this way and that, something occurred to me. These trees could be viewed as a representation of how we must work not only at relationships, but also life. The paths we take from beginning to end are often strangely curved with little reason other then by the will that guides it.

Creating these trees was methodical; each one consists of a 4” by 4” square channel base, a 16” length of steel rod and a 6” length of ¼” steel rod. Each tree was welded with the same machine; heated and bent by the same guy with the same torch, and most were bent on the same day yet each one is different. There are no two alike. Each tree was a different path in the same direction toward the same destination.

The last realization I had occurred while putting the “foliage” on the trunks. After I had welded and bent them into shape I painted them and tossed them into my car to take them home and finish them up there. They were chunks of steel that I could have dropped out the window on the freeway and suffered little more damage that some scraped paint. However as I started sculpting the tufts of steel wool the entire tree took a breath of life and instantly became very delicate. This is an interesting idea. Aside from the epoxy agent used to hold the foliage on the trunk, this tree is entirely made out of steel. Steel stock can be extremely strong and difficult to damage, while steel wool can be easily pulled apart and destroyed. A person could view love and relationships in a similar way. Love can be so strong it convinces a person to live when everything else is against them and yet a relationship can be destroyed in a few simple words.

As I was working on these I took some photographs and video footage because I wanted to make a “Behind the Tree” episode for the Newlywed’s. The bride is a known “Star Wars” fan and the Groom is a “Firefly” Browncoat if I ever met one so I used these elements in the movie. I have waited until after the wedding to post this so that they could have this to themselves for their special day. It was a great honor to do this for them and I thank them for the opportunity.

A list of questions from Jess

While looking through a folder on my computer I discovered a list of questions my friend Jess forwarded me. I had meant to respond but needed to think about the answers so I saved it and promptly forgot it. Here are my answers.


1. Do you like Swiss cheese? Only on breaded chicken sandwiches

2. Have you ever jumped off anything? The restricted side of the quarry lake in Menomonee Falls Park in jeans and damn near drowned!!!

3. Do you own a membership? Yes, to The W.A.C. and Zombie Squad!!

4. What flavor of Kool Aid is your favorite? I created what I call “Zombie Juice” which was a packet of “berry punch” and “Cherry” mixed with 4 cups of sugar in a 1 gallon container. Red Bull ain’t got nuthin’ on me!

5. Do you get nervous before doctor's appointments? Only the embarrassing ones

6. What do you think of wasabi? Lump of green evil that hunts one corner of my sushi salvation.

7. Favorite all-time movie. Impossible question. (Note- Those that know me also know that I cannot answer any "Favorite" question because I stand by the idea that a persons tastes change during the couse of even the same day thus making it impossible for a direct choice in most matters.)

8. Who do you think is super-hot? Prodigy (I’m a fire sta-ta! Ta-wisted fire sta-ta!!!)

9. Can you do a hand-stand? Only if I had a desire to become a quadriplegic.

10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My guitar pick necklace.

11. Favorite hobby? Daydreaming

12. Do you have a STD? Nope- Doc tested, Mellie approved!

13. Do you play sports? Bowling?

14. What is your favorite food? Sir Pizza - Royal Feast!

15. Name 3 things you're looking at. Time Clock, Word Document, My life speeding past!

16. Name 3 things you like to do? Being with Mel, Answering questions, Chasing my run-away life!!

17. Current worry? As Always, Money

18. Current pain right now? All the diodes on my left side. (Ref. The Hitch-Hikers Guide to the Galaxy character Marvin- The Paranoid Android)

19.Favorite Place to be? Somewhere with friends and laughter.
20. What did you do for Halloween? I made a little girl cry.

21. Where would you like to go? England or Scotland

22. Name three people who will complete this: Mel, Fran, Alisha

23. Do you have any pets? Oaty, my stuffed bear and Rawr, My Ugly doll

24. What color shoes are you wearing? Black Steel Toed Boots

25. Do you like sleeping outside? In a tent, sure.

26. Can you cook? There are things I create that are edible.

27. What are you doing tonight? Visiting my folks

28. Would you pick up a hitch hiker? Yup, depending on a few conditions.

29. What is your favorite sports team? Dixie Dock Dogs http://www.dixiedockdogs.com/

30. Favorite vehicle? To Own – ’58 Plymouth Belvedere - Actually Owned 1996 Maxima (pre-age related issues)

31. Favorite holiday? Halloween

32. What is in your pocket right now? (Eyebrows rise) Ahem, well..Some change, a knife, work keys, wallet, cell phone and a pen

33. Last thing that made you laugh? Mel’s description of herself as having the grace of a drunken pelican.

34. What was the last thing you ate? A burrito from the “Wheel of Death” – Always gotta exercise the immune system.

35. Worst pain you've ever had? Death of a close friend.

36 Do you love more then ten people? Depending on your definition of love, possibly.

37. How many creatures do you have in your house? That I’m aware of, four humans and some plants.

38. What are your pet peeves? Eating noises, unattended children, barking dogs, lists of questions that end at 48 instead of a nice round 50, and other things that make me seem like more of a petty asshole than I really am.

39. Who is your favorite famous person? Douglas Adams

40. Do you have any plants? Yes, a bamboo plant

41. What is your favorite number? 42

42. How many siblings do you have? Noneish

43 Do you have any bad habits? Chewing my nails, various personality traits

44. Where do you go to blow off steam? Seems like where ever it is most inappropriate at times.

45. Who is your favorite cartoon character? Satchel (Get Fuzzy) followed by Pig (Pearls before Swine)

46. Do you keep secrets from the ones you love? Yes, I was successful at throwing a surprise birthday party for Mel.

47. What do you want to be when you grow up? I let you know when I decide to do it.

48. Are you artistic? I would prefer to be labeled artistic rather than claim that I am.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

10 Special Concerts

I am a music fan. I have been surrounded by music my whole life. I remember my Mom singing harmonies to Aerosmith tunes and Dad playing his accordion at various family events. I love listening to music, playing music, discussing music and sharing music. I also like going to concerts to see performers I really like. I must admit that my concert going days have declined recently but it is primarily a financial issue and not a lack of interest. Today I will be telling you about 10 really great shows I’ve been to. These concerts were remarkable to me for one reason or another. I don’t rank things as “best show ever” or “my favorite concert” so these shows are ones that have moved me. I have been to a lot of shows and most were very good but these 10 came to mind right away. I have listed them as close to chronologically as I can.



Boxcar Willie – Mid 1980’s
Boxcar Willie is a country music singer famous for train songs and the ability to mimic the sound of a train whistle vocally. He performed at the Shiawassee County Fair when we still lived in Michigan. I was very young but I remember there was a comedian/Ventriloquist who had a Crow Puppet that opened the show. I also remember getting Willies autograph along with the Comedian autograph. I still have that photo.



Megadeth- 1990
I wrote about this show in a previous entry “My First Time”. It was my first time going to a concert on my own and experiencing a Heavy Metal concert. It was galvanizing. Such a display of power and energy would influence and teenager but it was exactly what I didn’t know I needed!



Rush Limbaugh – Early 90’s
I can envision some of you with a head cocked curiously to one side pondering the inclusion of political spoken word show by one of the most famous and controversial talk show hosts listed among some of the other bands here. I had the opportunity to see Rush Limbaugh perform in Milwaukee in 1990 or 91. My Dad had listened to him on the radio for years and when he heard about the show asked if I wanted to go. I did and so we went. I remember seeing people there with leather jacket and confused faces wondering why the trio from Canada was attracting such an odd audience! Mr. Limbaugh made some very compelling statement regarding several popular hot topics at the time. He is a commanding presence and to this day I use him as a reference when it comes to public speaking ability.


B.B. King – Mid 1990’s
I remember when I first started playing guitar and realized that I really like blues music, my Dad came home from a business trip and gave me a B.B. King tape. He said” If you like blues, this is the real deal.” I took Guns ‘n Roses out of my tape deck and put in the cassette and pushed play. I have never regretted it. From the first notes of “Sweet Sixteen” I knew I would learn a lot from this man.
So you can imagine what an enormous surprise it was for me when my dear friend Denise surprised me with ticket to see him at the Riverside Theater. Our seats were near the very top row if I remember correctly but the show was spectacular. I remember feeling my eyes water while listening to some of the songs and realizing I’m in the same room with a legend. I had a grin from ear to ear after that show. There is no way I could ever repay her for allowing me the opportunity to witness one of the masters at work. For that and numerous other reasons I will be eternally grateful for her friendship.


Ozzfest – 1999
I have been to Ozzfest several times and have seen many famous bands and witnessed some of the early shows of bands that went on to become huge. . There were several bands playing this show that I checked out. Drain STH is an extremely underrated band that I got the chance to check out. It is an all female band out of Sweden, a country known for its eclectic metal scene. They put on a very solid show and put to rest the myth that metal is a men’s only club. Next I checked out Fear Factory and Slipknot. Fear Factory is an example of great heavy metal with a dash (he! he!) of speed. Slipknot, on the other hand, is a band difficult to label. With 9 members all in red jumpsuits and custom made horror masks playing ferocious metal music interspersed with elements of hip hop and rap, this band is an experience to be had, not to be described. Static X is one of my favorite bands. Their sound is a solid groove based metal with electronic overtones. Their performance at this Ozzfest has been my only chance to see them. I will, however, see them again. Switching gears sharply, Primus was on this bill to provide a sharp contrast to the metal scene at this show. I have been a fan of Primus since my buddy Scott introduced me to them back in high school. Les Claypool, the band’s lead… everything, is a bass player that defies description. Much like, yet completely opposite from, Slipknot, Primus should be experienced in order to form an opinion.

Anytime you get the opportunity to watch a performance from one of “The Big Four of Heavy Metal” you should take it. “The Big Four of Heavy Metal” consists of Metallica, Slayer, Anthrax, and Megadeth. I took the opportunity to watch Slayer show the rest of the bands a thing or two about thrash. I got chills. Rob Zombie took the stage right before the headliner and got the audience, which had been moshing all day, charged up with a stage show full of fire, robots, monsters and go-go dancers.

All of these bands were great, but, with the headlining band I scored another massive achievement on the “Concert Bucket List”. I saw Black Sabbath with the original four members; Ozzy Osbourne, Bill Ward, Tony Iommi, and Geezer Butler. These pioneers of Heavy Metal had recently reunited and toured. I am thrilled to have experienced the band that influenced some of my favorite music. I remember feeling dizzy with excitement as the first chords of their song “Black Sabbath” literally shook the cloths you were wearing. I got to see the guys who wrote the songs I’ve been listening to and jamming with for years, perform them. It was spiritual.


Alice Cooper – 2003
The master of shock rock exploded onto the stage at the Waukesha County Fair and I was there right in front. I found out Alice Cooper was playing the day of the show so I grabbed a couple of friends and we headed over there. As we were wandering around the fair, killing time, we ran into a good friend who told us his brother had been staking out a spot up front since early afternoon and that we should go let him know we were there. So we did. As a musician and a person who likes watching the performance as well as hearing the music, I don’t sing along at concerts. However… the pure theatricality of Alice’s show swept me up and I sang along with every song I know as well did most of the audience. It was magic, dark magic ;) but magic none the less.


Ozzfest – 2005
Ozzfest makes another appearance on this list due primarily to the sheer abundance of memorable bands I saw. I went to this concert courtesy of my good friend Scott Pagac. He gave the guys who stood up in his wedding ticket to this show. WOW. One of the first bands I saw that day was a group called Wicked Wisdom fronted by a young lady named Jada Pinkett Smith. Yup, this petite little actress tore on stage and proceeded to tear that place apart. It was like seeing a pissed off little female Iggy Pop tear-assing across the stage. Awesome! A couple of bands later a group of guys comes on stage dressed to the nines in “metal gear” and starts grinding on a decent speed metal groove when all of a sudden the lead singer/guitarist guy runs out. My first thought was, “who does this pretty boy think he is?’. It was followed buy my second thought, “Holy shit! That looks just like my friend Joe!” The “pretty boy” proceeds to unleash lyrics in a metal yell the likes of which I had never heard before. The band was called Trivium, and I bought their CD the next day. Surprise number three was seeing a band called Arch Enemy which mixed the yelling, speeding fury of Trivium with the Wicked Wisdom surprise of yet another female lead singer and adds a dash of intimidation in the fact this lead singer might very well be of Viking ancestry and the burning blue eyes and flying blond hair made even the machoest of men in the mosh pit pause and reconsider their position of dominance. All of these bands were, by the way, on the second stage which featured Rob Zombie as the headliner for this stage. Rob’s show was as full of energy as it usually is and the audience was well entertained.

This alone would have been a great show, however, over on the main stage, Ozzfest concert goers were treated to an enormous treat as the two bands that finished up the evening were none other than Iron Maiden and Black Sabbath. The gods of Metal were smiling upon the earth when this line up was put together. I don’t have the word to express the immensity of seeing these two bands on the same night. Iron Maiden, with front man/pilot Bruce Dickinson, fulfilled every expectation I have of the monumental bands performance. Of course no Maiden show would be complete without a visit from the bands mascot “Eddie” a 12 foot puppet operated by a man inside the costume. It was great. Black Sabbath finished the day off and played a great show considering each member was over 65 years of age at this show. All in all, it was a show to remember.


Rush – 2005
My good friend and band mate, Scott had been pestering me since we met to see Rush (the three chaps from Canada, not the talk show host mentioned earlier) perform live. Rush is one of Scott's primary influences on bass and in his song writing. I agreed to see their show at The Marcus Amphitheater because it was billed as “An Evening of Rush.” They were to play a two set show. Cool. Scott, his wife Kristi, and I got some great tickets somewhere in the 3rd or 4th row off to the right. The show happened to be the same night “Festa Italiana” was happening at The Summerfest grounds so we walked around that for a while. We decided it was time we head toward our seats and as we were making our way there, Kristi’s cell phone rang. She answered it and soon began jumping and shrieking with delight. While we were roaming the grounds, Kristi stopped to enter a contest to win tickets front row center. Yup..She won. Being the awesome people Scott and Kristi are they found a couple of people sitting in the grass seats and gave them their tickets up front. We all headed down to our seats and we worked out that Scott and Kristi would watch the first half of the show front row and the second half I would go up front row with Scott. The show was great. The band played a bunch of the hits and a bunch of the newer stuff. The drum solo cemented Neil Peart in the top three drumming slots in my mind. And, again, seeing a band with a career spanning 36 years (With The Same Line Up) that influenced many of today’s artist is something I am proud to talk about.


Les Paul – June 21 2008
I told the story of this concert in a previous entry “A Moment of Sound.” It was an extremely important show. There isn’t much I can say about this show that I didn’t mention in the previous entry. Watching the man play is spell binding. A person can see a pattern though. Women have played an essential part in allowing me to experience some landmark concerts and I don’t know what I did to deserve these opportunities but I can never repay the favor.


Henry Rollins – April 8 2010
I have seen Henry Rollins several times over the last decade. For those of you who are unaware, Henry Rollins is a multi-faceted Entertainer/artist. He got his start as the lead singer for a punk band called Black Flag. He has since, formed and toured with his own group (Rollins Band), written several books, started a publishing company, acted in a variety of movies and TV shows (Sons of Anarchy season 2, Heat, Wrong Turn 2), and tours as a spoken word artist among other things. His spoken word shows are more of a monologue than performance art where he speaks about current events as well as sharing stories of recording with William Shatner and trying to out perform Iggy Pop. I always leave his shows with a head full of things to think about and this latest show was a particularly good one. His material spanned many topic of conversation that had the audience cheering wildly in agreement and a few minutes later roaring with laughter. It was a great show. It was also a testimony to this mans drive, focus, and ability because he spoke nonstop for three hours without a single sip of water or pause for breath.


In conclusion I would invite all of you to look into the artists I have listed. In each entry I have included links to help you search them out and give you examples that help illustrate my points. There is foul language, controversial subject matter, and a wide swatch of performance. Please feel free to share your stories in the comment section below.

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Small acting debut in a great local short film!!

I had the opportunity to audition and play a character in a local short film written and directed by a couple of friends of mine; Ben Riggs and Aaron Andries. The film is called “Max Highwater” and it’s a comedy about a young man in love…and looking for his pants.

This is a wonderfully fun little 10 minute film which I’m sure you will enjoy. Please check it out by clicking HERE. If you haunt the social networking world of Facebook, I urge you to “become a fan” of “Fight! Lock! Growl! Productions” who is the films production company.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Mind over Matter

In horror movies, an effective tool is used to make the audience jump. This is to have the main antagonist appear in an object where, just seconds ago, they were not. A common set up would include a person in front of a medicine cabinet in the bathroom. You see them alone in the room, they open the cabinet to get something, and when they close the cabinet again you see the villain right behind them. There is usually a hard, loud jangle of music which provokes hysterical screams and bowel loosening from the audience. Another popular version of this tactic involves a person innocently looking out the window for danger, scornfully berating their companions for their cowardice, turning back to the window as a flash of lightening illuminates the zombie seconds before it crashes through the window and feasts on the overly confident jerk’s brains. This technique has done wonders for the horror movie industry. However, there have been some side effects. Most notably, to me at least, a couple of years ago while trying to work in my parent’s basement.

As some of you may know, over the years, my parents have graciously allowed me to build a small recording studio in their basement. It is divided up into two rooms. There is the sound room, where the live instruments are played while recording. And the control room where the recording equipment is. The rooms are separated by a wall to help control the sound. In this wall, I installed a window so I can communicate with the musicians performing. I will often spend hours down there writing, recording, or editing songs. A couple of years ago I was attempting to work on an idea that had formed for a song. My parents were out of town at the time, visiting family in Michigan. I had recently watched a brilliant independent movie entitled “28 Days Later” a couple of night previously. This is a different take on the classic “zombie” movie. In this film we join the main character as he regains consciousness after a bicycle accident to find that society has fallen to a virus that has turned nearly everyone in raging, mindlessly violent, blood thirsty animals. There is a particularly spectacular example of the technique mentioned above used in one of the scenes.

So there I was, all alone in the basement of an older house that is surrounded by corn fields; little creaks and groans from the house settling after the sun has gone down. I have, over the years, worked to develop my imagination so that I might write interesting songs and stories or create unusual pieces of art in one form or another. There are, on the other hand, some draw backs to this. When you find yourself all alone in the basement of an older house that is surrounded by cornfields and has a propensity to creak and groan, you may not have the control over your imagination you might have hoped for. I know I didn’t. I sat in the control room; bent over my guitar, trying desperately to work on a song that I knew was going to turn out pretty cool if I could just focus on it. But there was going to be no focus. How could I concentrate on this song when I – just – knew if I looked up, there would be a zombie staring at me through the sound room window? I could not do it. Every creak was the foot step of impending doom heading down the stairs toward me and every groan was the last thing I heard before the brains would be chewed from my skull.

I finally succumbed. I put down my guitar, shut off my computer, and headed for the door. I was pretty cool walking across the basement but as I mounted the steps my pace increased until I blasted out the garage door and practically dove through the window into the front seat of my car. Spraying gravel, I tore away from the house I grew up in with much reproach for my lack of intestinal fortitude. As I was careening out onto the main road my cell phone rang and after a small amount of incontinence, I answered. It turned out to be a good friend of mine asking if I would be interested in; YES! YES! YES! I answered before he finished. The last thing I wanted was to be alone at that moment He said some friends were meeting at a local bar for some drinks. I beat them all there.